Currently Watching Girl, Interrupted see related

Well went ot the movies today. Got dressed al purty. Dont know why. Wore my blue jeans w/ the rips at the bottoms w/ my black "nice" belt and a white tank w/ my gray zipper hoodie. i painted my nails black wore danny's red lace chocker and a black leather strap dangle cross necklace. not exactly sure why but it wouldv'e made merkski proud. lol oh yea nd i wore lots nd lot of eyeliner. oh one more thing i stoleded my mommy's chain nd wore that on my pants. lol danny told me i looked some wat gothic. lol that funny. then we went to the park but no one was round so we went back home. lol i really need to get out of this house its so fucking boring. plus danny's room was a mess and she got in mad trouble nd mike was screaming his lungs out so i went into the garage for a little then when i came back nd he was STILL yelling i went into the bathroom ran some cold water nd splashed it on my face. honestly there are some days i just wish i was living somewhere else. i mean im not saying this house completely sux but whenever im having a good day outside of the house i come home nd its living hell. i swear thats always how it works. i just need to get out for like a week or something. its driving me insane here!!!! AAAHHH!!!!! i was saying earlier how i should shoot myslef just so i'd have something to do. lol it really is boring around here though when no one's screaming of course. grr.....k well im done for now. i'll talk to people later!

-shannon-

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Currently Listening Crossfade By Crossfade see related

Got my new song on here! I heard this song a long long time ago and loved it and still do!!!!! It's got an awesome music video "Through the rain" by mariah carey if ya didnt know. lol wow im really tired. lol i was watching the lizzy maguire movie just now. lol i wish i could go to rome. that would be amazing. but knowing me I'll never get there. damn. murph just got here. yea scared the shit out of me. lol ok like I'm tired right now. Prolly wont be able to sleep though. I was pretty bored today. Didn't really have anyone to talk to. Talked to Morgan for a little but I wasn't supposed to be on the phone for a long time cuz i got in trouble when my nana tried to call but i was on the phone w/ heather. hehehe. lol neways not so much as a hello. everybody's making fun of me cuz i was humming lol ITS A HABIT!!!!!! lol neways yea im really really bored. i might take another quiz on quizilla thing. its funny cuz u kno those quiz things "what type of girl are you?" quizzes keep telling me that i'm gothic. lol i dont really have a label that i know of. lol if i do and just dont know about it let me know (for anybody who actually reads this shit lol) but yea. listening to music right now. since its really loud i cant hear ppl talking maybe thats a good thing. there's a lot of shit i wish i never had heard in my entire life. i wish i could just start erasing shit from my mind. that would prolly be a big help for my so called "mental prob" according to certain ppls. lol i have issues so what so does everybody else maybe mine are just a little weirder than other peoples. lol mental probs!!!!!!! lol i'm hinda hyper nd i dont think ive gone to hang out w/ my friends in a long long tyme. i hate people who tell other people who are seriously deranged and tell other people that they have problems. that annoys the living hell out of me. oh yea btw i have an e-mail now ne one who wants itr just ask me for it! lol k back to my ranting! so wait what.. ???? oh yea duh... oh and another thing isnt it hilarious how drug addicts and alchoholics say that people who are sober have problems? im not saying anything against drug addicts and alchoholics i mean they have an honest problem but they don thave to be hypocrits and critocize other people. i mean honestly thats like saying dont smoke while waving around a lit cigarette. at least have the decency (how do u spell that???) to not be hypocritical. omg when we went up to s.r there were these really preppy annoying bitches annoying the hell out of me. they were doing cheers in the pool!!!!!!!! AAHHHHH!!!!!!!!! it's times like that when i really wish i had a gun. not for me this tyme however!!! lol. they were all flippin out nd shit cuz they were like 15 nd u cant go in the hot tub unless ur 18 nd they were getting all bitchy w/ this lady who told them to leave then they started giving my nana shit cuz she agreed w/ the lady. then the had the fucking nerve to stare at us as we were leaving. i stopped dead and looked at them until they looked away. next tiem we passed when they saw us they looked away immediatly. lol that was hilarious!!!!!!!! lmao i was dying. it was just histarical. ya know what i think i've been ranting long enough. wait no one more lol ethan has got me really mad right now. he's being an ass. okay let me start from the beginning. the day me and shane started going out i told ethan cuz he's like my best friend nd he's almost like a brother to me. so of course i told him. silly me thinking he would be happy for me. nooo the next day he comes into school really quiet and sad looking. on the bus in the afternoon i asked him what was worng. he said that everyone round him had a bf/gf. i felt bad for him and wasn't quite sure what to say. i mean what should i have said? i didn't want to say something stupid and make him feel worse! But then he got me a little scared cuz he said he wasnt to shoot himself and yea of course i satrted getting scared. now everytime he's absent im going to freak out and wonder if he's okay. he's got me really scared. then he started snapping at amanda whne she asked him if he was ok thats when i really flipped. i was calm when i confronted him about it but i think he's kinda mad at me. well what i told him was for his own good cuz i love him. not bf/gf or anything but like sibling love. friend love. he does really mean a lot to me and if he did something i'd never be able to get over it. never. i honestly have no idea what i would do. yea well i think im depressed ewnough now lol. im gonna stop and update more tomorrow. leave comment if u care.

-shannon-

Currently Listening American Idiot By Green Day wake me up when sept. ends see related

Hey people. I just got back from my grandmother's house!! I made the rainbow!!!!!! lol (inside j/k) so yea went up to split rock place thing nd went swimming!!!! yaya that was fun! then came home nd had to clean grrr! lol tlked to morgan for a lil then the pizza came so i had to eat. im really really really tired right now. I want to sleep!!!!!!! grrrrr..... lol but yea for xmas (from my nana) i got some clothes a poster w/ lots of words on it (a life poster w/ lots of quotes from famous ppl its really familiar but i cant remember where i've seen it before!!! grrr) lol but yea umm oh yea nd some handheld trivia thingamajig. lol k wel ppl need to leave comments cuz im startin to get rtly bored.

*shannon* 

btw added a new song i love hope yall do to!

So yea I'm really bored right now. Just kinda goin to random sites. Prolly gonna set up my e-mail thingy then. yea. Was watching 8 mile it started like 10 mins ago on vh1 but I've seen that movie so many times I've memorized every word, song, etc. So it gets old after a while but it is a good movie i still love it. but i was also watching it this morning so im not gonna watch it now. but yea. talked to heather for a lil then talked to moragn bout her party... in March. lol She's so dumb sometimes. lol I'm going up to my nana's tomorrow nd will prolly be staying till like thursday i think. fun fun fun!!! lol we might go up to her cabin thingy one of the days but im not sure which. either wed. or thur.  lol k well im gonna go find random ppl to talk to.

-shannon- 

Have You Ever:

shoplifted-not from store
been fired-never had a job
snuck out of parent's house-even if I did my mom read's this! lol
had feelings for someone who didn't have them back-big time
been arrested-been close!
made out with a stranger-ick no!
gone on a blind date-nope
lied to a friend-yes... I'm really sorry Morgan!!!!!!!
had a crush on a teacher- ummm...... nooooooo of course not........
skipped school-nah my rents would murder me
slept with a co-worker-never had a job
seen someone die-no maybe simeon will one day dreams do come true....
been to Canada-dont think so....?
been to Mexico/ Puerto Rico-no hispanic guys are so hott! lol
been on a plane-yep only once that i can remember tho
thrown up in a bar-no
eaten Sushi-eww no
been snowboarding-nope but i wanna try
been moshing at a concert-no sadly
been in an abusive relationship-w/ a boyfriend no mom's ex was an abusive ass but he's dead now ()
taken painkillers-yea
love someone right now-yes 
laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by-wow almost everyday (when their are clouds nd its not freezing cold outside)
made a snow angel-the last time i had to shovel the driveway!!!!
had a tea party-when i was really little
flown a kite-yea
built a sand castle-yea i still do that!
gone puddle jumping-still do that to!
played dress up-still do that also!!! (not really just kidding folks!) lol
jumped into a pile of leaves-yea thats always a lot of fun
gone sledding-yep i ran into lots of trees tho
cheated while playing a game-maybe...
been lonely-yea actually im kinda lonely rite now. nobody wants to talk to me
fallen asleep at work/school/church-at skool yea work no (once again dont have a job) church once
watched the sun set-yea i <3 watchin it
felt an earthquake-no cept when i shook the desk i was sitting on last yr!!!
touched a snake-yea
been tickled-lol yea just today to
pet a reindeer/goat-i pet a goat once!!!!! i named it Fred.
won a contest-uhhh no! im a loser!
been suspended from school-wow a whole bunch of tymes. lol
had detention-yea a lot
been in a car accident-i dont think so
had/have braces-nope gots straight teeth  see???? lol
eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night- big tyme
had deja vu-yea
danced in the moonlight-yea that was fun
hated the way you look-a whole bunch of times
witnessed a crime-uh i saw someone try nd break into the snack bar does that count?
pole danced- as a joke once lol I <3 u sarah!!!!!
questioned your heart-yea a couple (hundred) times
been obsessed with post-it notes- no cant say i have
squished barefoot through the mud-yea but that was cuz i lost my shoes nd had to walk home barefoot. i got locked outside today nd had to walk outside till someone opened the door for me nd i didnt have shoes on! grrr...
been lost-in my mind???? yea millions of times. physically???? yea i got lost the first time i moved to whitehal i missed the big sign that said :Egypt Park left here:
been to the opposite side of the country-no
swam in the ocean-yea this summer i went to the jersey shore
felt like dying-yea
cried yourself to sleep-yea a lot
played cops and robbers-trailor court cops and robbers but it was a little diff. we played outside with like 10 people nd actually found things of ppls to take. lol 
recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers-yea
sung karaoke-4th grade kareoke!!!!!!!!
paid for a meal with only coins-yea a bunch of times.. meg....
done something you told yourself you wouldn't-oh yea
made prank phone calls-hehehe never not me!!!
laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose- omg yea that was rly funny i heard my sister singing some N'Sync song nd could not stop laughing
caught a snowflake on your tongue-yea
kissed in the rain-no
written a letter to Santa Claus-when i was really little. i found out santa wasn't real when i was like 6-7
watched the sun set with someone you care about-my grandma
blown bubbles-yes i love bubbles!!!! (inside j/k)
made a bonfire on the beach-not on the beach
have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people-traveled 2 days at the most but i sat in the back of the truck w/ my sis nd friend tiny nd her boyfriend. was that loads of fun.
gone rollerskating/blading-yea but i fell a lot
had a wish come true-once but then i wished it never did cuz it ended up hurtin me neway 
humped a monkey-ummm.. no cant say i have.....  ????
worn pearls-no i personally think their ugly
jumped off a bridge-lol yea
screamed "penis" in class-umm these ?'s keep getting weirder nd weirder....
ate dog food-see wat i mean????? 
told a complete stranger you loved them- omg yea at ash's party!!!! lol that was fun!
sang in the shower- yea every single tyme i take a shower. lol
fucked in a park-no
fucked in the bathroom-no
had a dream that you married someone- lol yea
glued your hand to something-to my other hand
got your toungue stuck to a pole-nope im not THAT dumb
kissed a fish-umm no
worn the opposite sexes clothes-yea
been a cheerleader- ick no!!!! omfg aahhhhhh that would b rly scary 
sat on a roof top-yea at my old house. i have to find a way to get on the roof here.
had sex at a church-no
screamed at the top of your lungs- hehehe loadds of times
done a one-handed cartwheel-no i'd kill myself 
talked on the phone for more than 6 hours-lol yea
stayed up all night-a bunch of times.
didnt take a shower for a week-umm no
pick and ate an apple right off the tree-yea but it was sour. yuk
climbed a tree-loadds of tymes
had a tree house-no but i used to sit in thae same brach everyday w/ my friends in slatington
are scared to watch scary movies alone-yes yes yes i hate scary movies
believe in ghosts-yea i guess
have more then 30 pairs of shoes-no but close
worn a really ugly outfit to school-omg yea  
gone streaking-no
played ding-dong-ditch-yuppers
played chicken fight-yea
been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on-yea to bad i was wearing a WHITE SHIRT!!!!
been told you're hot by a complete stranger-yea that was werid tho
broken a bone-had a fracture once!
been easily amused-yea
caught a fish then ate it-ick no actually i dont think i've ever caught a fish
made porn-ummmmmm no 
caught a butterfly-yea
laughed so hard you cried-millions of times
cried so hard you laughedyea ironic huh?
mooned/flashed someone-umm no
had someone moon/flash you-no
cheated on a test-no on a quiz once tho but i only gave a girl one answer in like 3rd grade
forgotten someone's name-yea
slept naked-im not answering that on the internet
French braided someones hair-dont kno how
gone skinny dippin in a pool-ummmm no
been kicked out of your house- yea my mom got tired of seeing me nd told me to leave for a couple hours nd come back later! lol

kk done for now!